hello
I am an obstinate child. However I do admit my ineptitude--or the lack of motivation on my part (most definitely)--in developing more responsible habits and ridding my negligence once and for all. And above all else, I do believe in proper beginnings.
I've realized that I haven't done much in the way of an introduction. So, may I begin.
High school graduation just about came and went for me...it has been two weeks since the event (yes, I had to reach for my unused calendar to check this) and so far I have experienced no tears, no moment of nostalgia, no...nothing, really. Needless to say, the past fours years have been the most awkward years in my life. I think. And it truly is a shame.
The two things I actually got out of the ceremony are number one, that graduation not is a ceremony for us but is held to mark our parents' success in raising their children through adolescence, and number, and number two, the school is not at fault for anything. I put myself in my misery. Cliche, albeit painfully true.
So come summer of two thousand ten. Fresh out of high school.
And I lost my best friend of four years.
Well, I didn't exactly lose her, per se. But just the other day she has traveled thousands of miles to where she will stay for, probably the rest of her life.
The honest truth, which is painful to my soul to say or write or even think in any way shape or form, is that at times I felt that I was not with the right person. Perhaps. And it hurts so.
I vow that the next four years will not be the same.
My two and three month old brother is nagging me to go down stairs for dinner, so I will leave it at that.
